Unfathomable Dreams
I've been writing my first real bottom-up web application for the past few weeks. When things start really falling into place and I can see real interactive results, I become obsessive to the point that everything else is nearly excluded from my thoughts - well, except for my obsession with the American history that was somehow left out of 12+ years of schooling.
Lately, I've constantly had dreams where, for whatever ultra-bizarre reason, I'm attempting to grasp some stupendously unfathomable concept.... repeatedly.... and I wake up each time I almost succeed. As soon as I awake, I feel almost panicked and extremely confused. When I try to remember what exactly I was dreaming about, its just a dense haze of absurdity without even a tangible handle or word to apply to it.
So, during the day I've been tired and cranky and sometimes even angry and resentful that I can't go home and obsessively program and read. Stupid dreams.
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